Thursday 30 June 2011

Cheating lion!!!

A walk to remember - Mandy Moore
ツChildhood
 SINGAPORE!!
070611-120611

 * Babe, I miss US a lot *
 This journey had so much to be told until I myself can't even create words  for those.

We're independent.
-travelled on ourselves as 'anak2 bongsu'- 

We're depending.
-stayed at Atuk and Nenek Mira's house-

We became rich.
-travelled to Singapore by airplane and back via coaches train- 

We became poor.
-not much stuffs can be bought there with our low currency rate- 

We became matured.
-rationally have to think where to pray there-

We became kiddos.
-playing all kind of games in Universal Studios Singapore-

We had FUN!
-enjoying every moments of the journey-

We're SAD!
-having to say goodbye for our vacation together-

LOL, <3 

I miss you guys already once I get back home.
See you guys in another trip OVERSEAS!!

Monday 27 June 2011

Dracula symptoms

♫ La Lambada - Kaoma
ツSway

Do you know that when you sleep late, you can be a dracula? *Tak caye eh??sape suh caye..* 
Here are some characteristics of a newborn dracula named SaBella Swan *alaa...angan sket pn x bleyh!*

# I'm lazy to charge my hp, and I rarely texting. *appreciate when u got one* =P
# My common drinks are carrot juice,mango,ribena,lychee,ice blended and ice milo.
# Common meals are pattaya fried rice,and hailam noodles.
# I'm wearing braces. grrrr.... =D 
# I can't bare hotness compared to coldness.
# When I play games, don't try to disturb. or YOU LOSE.
# My hobby is "bhoo,cak,heyyow" people for 5 minutes and then bubui!
# Camwhore.
# CSI addict. Dun really watch TV, but I love stick to TV upon favorite shows.
# Watashiwa have Japanese foster family.
# My fav songs are mostly english but I love Malay dance more.
# "Mish yuh,luvya,yuyu,miss you, i love you,muahxie,muahss,muachs" spellings carry different meanings to me.
# Hugss. \(^^,)/
# Am stairophobic and lizardophobic. Am windyphillic and jumpingphillic.
# Waving at cops, guards, armies is my other hobby.
# I love meooowww....I tawt I saw a puttytatt... *dracula eat cats don't they?!*

*Fly me into ur world Mr Dracula*  

Memaksa diri terbang ke alam mimpi~Zaaaasss~!!

Saturday 25 June 2011

I don't care

♫ I don't care - Apocalyptica Ft. Adam Gontier
ツBroken hearted

 RAWRRR!!!

Keeping myself far far away.
Can't help from being not chillax.
Drained with emotional state.
Too many questions popped out.
Just let this fade.
I can no longer wait.
I can no longer care.
I just can be heartless.
 Cause...this time..
Heartless means hurtless.

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Chill babe chill...

1.  
Yeah... undergoing surgery.

2.  
Tuffy Fluffy and Harimau Puma
 
3.  
My eby = beloved sista.

4.  
InsyaAllah..

5.  
I wish I won't.

6.  
Sometimes...but Chill disguise the sorrow.

7.  
 Most often. Music reveals me. =)

8.  
Depending on who made me upset. I'll choose a song for that person.
 
9.  
Erm....kucing?romigomuk?whoever~

10.  
 Maybe...text.not call. *I kan pemalu~* =P

11.  
 Single and dating. and also single but dating sumbody. ngehsss..

12.  
Nope yet. :)

13.  
 Hehe...I did. infact, can I undo?

14.  
Hurm...okay, dis quest is killing me.

15.
Because it is a crime to love somebody you can't. I don't date "I'm taken" person.

16.  
God's willing...

17.  
Yea...until now..it keeps on beating.  *jiwang*
 
18.  
 Haha...once. Chill la~

19.  
I should have not let him know..

20.  
Music. =) *sambil lompat2 bintang,golek2 dlm cimut*

21.  
Sometimes. but, I'm good at being a fibber. =P

22.  
Chillax..shenyum...what say you? (^^,)v

23.
 Erk!!as usual maybe..no matter what, I love to eat.yeehaa!!

24.  
I let myself view new opinions.. i.e. *maybe I should bla3...or maybe..I won't do this again..*

25. What will you do to heal this broken heart?
I become a lazy bear in an igloo.. Trying not to know anything about you anymore.

I need you to heal this broken heart.

P/S : Sorry I can't love you anymore. Bye.

WARNING : This is just not about guy-girl relationship and bla3..
LOVE is a wide and subjective matter.

Monday 20 June 2011

Dear Abah...

♫ Berkorban apa saja - P.Ramlee
ツSuprizz 


Warkah buat ayahanda~


Assalamualaikum Abah tercinta,


Terlebih dahulu,adik nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Bapa buat Abah.Tahun ni adik tak bagi abah SMS hari bapa sbb adik nk bagi SURAT hari bapa.hehe..Adik panjatkan kesyukuran ke hadrat Ilahi sbb bagi kite semua satu kluarga (siblings yg jauh pn kire bagi pihak la) peluang utk sambut hari bapa same2 lagi tahun ni...Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan Abah,Mama,adik bradik yang lain dengan nikmat kesihatan,keselamatan,rezeki,kebahagiaan lagi buat masa ini..syukur tak terhingga..Semoga Allah sentiasa limpahkan rahmat-Nya ke atas keluarga kita ye... =)


Sebenarnya Abah..adik ada banyak mende nk ucap kat abah..cume tadi mase ucapan makan malam keluarga td adik gagap sket.tatau nak cakap ape...kelu.adik kan pemalu..ngeee =P Ok fine la,meh adik ucapkan skali agi jauh dari sudut hati..tho,adik takkan bagi la abah baca blog adik ni..haha!



Abah,terima kasih sebab abah da jadi HERO adik dari before adik lahir smpai skarang dan insyaAllah dengan redha-Nya,sampai bila2..tanpa abah,konfem la adik takkan wujud kan..ngee~
Adik mintak maaf sbb byk susahkn abah dari sekecik tiang gol smpi sebesar tiang umah banglo whitehouse.Memang tak terhitung banyaknye pengorbanan abah..duit,makan,pakai,jasa2 abah,keringat,transport,jalan2,minum,teddy bear,gadgets,skolah,buku2 dan koma lagi,koma lagi,koma lagi...aaaaa...tgk,pnjg kan list abah??terima kasih abah..terima kasih abah..terima kasih! =') *nanges laju2 skang*


Kecik dulu adik salu susahkn abah..adik suka jalan2 tyme abah nga rehat dpan ruang tamu..jalan ikut suke suki sdap hati.pastu ttibe "CRAAACCKKK!!!"...alamak!adik pijak spek abah ngan jayanya..ampunkan adik abah...abah da la nak drive pegi KL pagi esoknye..adik pn x ingat ape abah buat esoknye nk slesaikn.ntah2 abah drive pki spek pecah?oooohhh... =(


Adik suke nanges ngade2 ngan abah...ade one day ni adik nye bestday yang ke-8 tahun rasenye.mase tuh smbut kat 'keret' *ala mcm telaga bulat2 dpan umah ..tatau name~*..ade kek yg atas tu ade patung doraemon.tp ade anak kawan mama dtg,amik doremon tuh..adik nanges majuk naek atas umah bilik ma abah.tp tade org prasan.pastu abah balik dr KL..jupe adik terperuk kat bilik atas umah.abah tnye.. "Aik,knape duk sorg ni?"...adik wat muke slumberland.tp abah pujuk2,wuuu..nanges la ape lg.nk doremon!!!
Pastu okay!bukan tuh je...ade one time nga shopping2 kat KL,adik boring sume da beli brg masing2..adik tade idea sbnrnye nk beli ape..adik wat2 pnat majuk...abah pn pimpin tgn adik..abah tnye nk ape..pastu adik pusing kanan,ade kedai teddy bear.adik pn tunjuk nk yg tuh!abah pn beli bear wane putih,topi merah.....hehe.smpi skang bear tu ade abah..tp bear tu da x bunyi2 dah...topi merah dy da senget.tp comey ag.. =)


Tak sudah ngan tu,tmbah lagi adik ske kacau abah balik keje.Abah baru je smpi dari KL,adik gi serbu abah turun keta.Adik nk cite kat abah yg adik da hafal cite 'Lady Nightingale' yg adik baru bace..abah pn ikut je la..dgr je adik cite pot pet pot pet...hehe.sori abah..x sedar plak byk ckp dlu ni..Da besar sket,adik nyebuk kat bilik abah ag,tido kt bilik abah smpi drjh 1...errkk!!Da masuk skola menengah,adik kaco cara lain plak..tp still adik call abah lg,sbb time tu adik tade HP taleh msg..nak tanak mmg kne kol la..adik kol suh abah belikn pensel warna LUNA,sbb nk wat folio.abah suh org antakan.adik tgk tanda harga,ade hotel ape tah..pensel warna kecik pn berbelas ringgit...aduh!adik!!!Time abah anta adik lewat masuk skola balik outing pn adik muncung,smpi abah yg salunye tegas,nak tanak bile adik cuak masuk lmbt,abah pon cuak skali.
Time SPM Physic,adik kuar hall sdeyh sgt sbb rase susah..padahal adik minat physic slame ni..abah gak jd mangsa tmpt adik nangesh...


Tapi adik prasan sjak adik masuk kolej,adik da ade HP..adik jarang call abah.nk pape adik text aje..ewah,senang je kn~mcm leave the msg,then ok bubbye~pastu lame2 adik jadi lupe cara nk bercakap 'LIVE' ngan abah.adik jd penakut..camne ek abah?tp abah still layan adik.kat kolej,adik nangesh pn,adik jarang cakap kat mama.adik nanges mesti ckp kat abah..smpi abah sakit2 pon abah dtg gak kolej tgk adik..sian abah kene jalan jauh kat kolej adik yang panas tuh...sori abah.. =(


Abah...adik rindu sngat zaman kecik2 dlu adik manje2 ngan abah...wuu wuuuu.. ='( *bertitik air mata jatuh ke bumi*...zaman adik slalu naek blakang abah maen kuda2 ngan adik bradik yg laen..zaman adik pot pet ngan abah tanpa kne marah...zaman adik leh mintak pape tanpa ada sbb pn knape nk mende tuh...zaman adik ttibe masuk bilik abah g tido sbelah kt lengan abah,pastu kakak2 n abg adik yg laen menyebuk jugak pegi lengan abah sbelah ag..penuh satu katil.ngeh3...


Abah nk tau x...abah la org yg paling leh wat adik nanges tanpa sebab.siyes x tipu..sbb tu kalau adik nanges, abah jangan pujuk..nnt adik kene lompat2 wat cam hepi baru air mata adik stop.hehe.kadang2 abah pndg je pn,air mata adik leh gugur.lemah nye smangat adik cam kne tiup PUHH je ngan abah..uhuk3...Adik kadang2 msg abah toink2 je tuh,adik nk perhatian abah sbnrnye..nguehh...mengade gile!tapi bile abah text adik,ckp adik da lame x text abah sbb adik x syg abah.itu dusta!sayang..cume adik kan pemalu.... ="> huuu..... 
ADIK SAYANG ABAH!!! *nak gak panggil adik walopon da besau*


Stakat buat suprizz bagi kemeja pink,video x sberapa,blanje makan,g karaoke same2 malam tadi untuk hari BAPA x cukup nk membalas sgale ape yg abah buat slame ni...ape la sngat kan...uhukkk...apa2 pun, YOU'RE OUR HERO,and MAMA is YOUR and OUR HEROIN! ;)


Maafkan adik abah....terima kasih abah... =)
Semoga Allah balas segala jasa abah dengan limpahan kurniaan-Nya kelak di syurga...insyaAllah...
Hepi2 sokmo ye abah!chill la~jgn marah2...shenyum!cak!!! (^^,)v


Sekian wassalam,anakanda yang comel.. 


Chillax~!!


*PINK PARENTS and WHITE KIDDOS*





P/S : I love you!

Sunday 19 June 2011

Meniti Hari di Terengganu

Na na na Ganu Kite - Rakyat Ganu
ツChill sepoi-sepoi bahasa


Post agak panjang memandangkan terlalu banyak cite yang nk cite..Kenapa dan mengapa? Meh nok kabo.


Hari 1


Balik Terengganu...vroooommmm!!!keta da smpi kat traffic light simpang depan umah. Lagi 5 minit je nak sampai..maka,agenda bermula!


*tut tut...tut tut...tut tut*


Mama :Hellloooo...assalamualaikum..ha,knape tepon mama td?ma kat dapur baru mandi..
Saya : Waalaikummussalam..Oooo..ni nk kabo..adik ngan kak yu x jadi blk ganu rini.bgun lmbt..da tghr ni..
Mama : Hurm..ok lah.balik bila?nk naek apa?
Saya : Tatau agi..tengok lah esok lusa ke sampai la kot.... *nada pura2 ngantok*
Mama : Ouh..oklah..bye~


*ting tong..ting tong..pintu dibuka.si adik dan si kakak merangkak masuk ke dlm umah menuju ke dapur*


Saya & Kakak : Bhaaa!!!hahahaha..
Mama : Ya Allah! terkejut mama..bile smpi?
Saya & Kakak : Ni sampai la ni..hehehe.. =D 
Mama : Laaa...mama ingat kat KL agi td..kate bgun tghari?air kt umah tade la tghr ni..
Saya & Kakak : Bgun awal la..btolak dari awal pagi kot..Haa..mama KANTOI!!ckp td dlm tepon da mandi!kuang3... 


Yang pasti mama and abah sume wat muke konfius confucianisme bile saya ckap "I drove the car on the way back from KL to GANU..dari Sungai Pahang smpi sempadan Ganu..Adik potong 3 lori...ngan polis..terer tak?" *polis berhenti tepi jalan..hehe*...Yet,dorg still tak caye saye bawak keta...siap wat muke heran n mintak kepastian akak sy ag...wuuu...

Hari 2


Jumaat kat Ganu besh.damai...and arini sepanjang hari kat umah..x kuar memane...


Me and my sis tolong abah kat ofis..masukkan kad2 jemputan saya nk kawen dalam sampul surat..abah sgt comel time dia keje..asek nk kaco kitorg je..bukan ktorg yg kaco dia..haha..time abah nga jupe2 org dia leh ngendap2 kitorg kat bilik sbelah,cite kat kawan2 dia sal kitorg,gelak kuat2 pastu cakap "eh sori..bese la lelaki.." O.o HAHA!

And abah suke meyelit our conversations..


Kakak : Adik,pasang lagu cinta dik..
Abah : *nyanyi* "Cinta...cinta itu buta...cinta...." haa...nk lagu apa lagi??
Kakak : Hahahaha...ayu nak lagu cinta je...tanak la cinta buta...
Abah : *nyanyi* "Cinta jee...cinta jeee...lalala~"
(Hahahha!!apeda abah ni kaco anak2 dara...)

Waktu kitorg take a break g makan...dia tggal sesorang kat ofis...maybe dia bosan..ttibe dia call fon my sis..suh datang ofis cepat..konon banyak keja..haha.rindu la tu!and once again time da abes keja masukkan kad,nk kuar je....ttibe abah panggil suh kira kad plak..takut kne tggal la tu abah ni.... =P 

Petang just spent masa main ngan ayam kat blakang umah,kaco mama semai benih2 tanaman dia, kacau Kak Long, tengok TV....tapi kan,rasa best x kuar jalan2!knape?ntah..best mengaco orang~hobi.


Hari 3

Arini me n my kak long tengok cite Industan sepanjang petang...x cukup TV2...TV3 lak jadi mangsa..
Abes cite industan..kak long,kak ayu n me g serbu keta ramai2...g basuh keta tengah2 panas tuh..mencabar jugak...gugur abes lemak guaaa!! =D Teringat zaman kecik2 basuh keta ramai2 depan umah....satu kampung dengar kitorg nyanyi dengan riang basuh keta..masa tuh ada keta Pajero..besar n tinggi..dlu salu kena panjat atas bumbung nk bersihkn..skarang da tinggi.tayah da pnjat bumbung keta..ngehs~


Well,malam nye ribut melanda kat Terengganu.Kuat gila angin...bergoyang abes signboards,pokok2...gerun!
On the way balik, hujan lebat sangat...cuak tak tipu!!and one thing xleh lupe...I saw a big tree on my right side seemed like falling down in front of my eyes..mase tuh what I said in heart was.."Allahuakbar!"..jantung kecut mase tuh..siyes tak tipu!kecik paru2,besar bijik mate!! O_O
Balik umah,black out!fuhhh....ade mama n abah je kat umah...kne pasang lilin.hihi.. =D


Yang pasti,hati saya terusik..saya pegi solat Isya' ditemani lilin...sayu sgt rase time tuh..usai solat,zikir jap..
Subhanallah.....Alhamdulillah.....sume lepas 33 kali...okay.....smpai kalimah Allahuakbar...jantung saya kecut....tak semena-mena,air mata mengalir deras...laju kalah Tokyo drift..macam ribut.tak paham knape tp sepanjang saya zikir kalimah tu,nanges tak henti2...Ya Allah,knapa ye...hurm....mungkin sy banyak lupakan Dia cuti ni... my feveret ayat tafsir terlintas..(Ar-Ra'd:28) 


"Hanya dengan mengingati Allah, hati akan menjadi tenang" =)
  
Then,sy pon pegi bilik tido..masa tu awal lagi baru kul 10.30mlm..saya menyelit sbelah mama n peluk dia..rase sayu...tapi wat2 cool... =P

Saya : Mama,adik teringin nak makan nasi lemak ngan nasi dagang la ma..yang sedap kuah halus,ikan ayer tu..tanak yang mcm kat KL..kuah ade bawang2... =(
Mama : Cari la esok..dekat Chabang Tiga..ade kedai dlu kan yg ma bawak adik kecik2 dlu tuh..
Saya : Kedai mane ni?
Mama : Ala..yang sbelah pjabat pos tuh..dekat stesen minyak Shell tu..
Saya : *monolog* Ya Allah..kedai mane ni?pjabat pos?Shell?ingatan berputar...banyak nye da lupekan Ganu.
Ooooo...yang tuh..ok,esok adik try cari..Ma,bacekan doa tido...
Mama : Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,allahumma bismika ahya wa amuut...
Saya : gud nyte ma!

Ma suh saya ajak abah join skali tido..sbb kat luar tu panas xde letrik..tp abah nanak..dy nk tido kat ruang tamu gak..dy mintak picitkan tangan...dr kecik kalu picit abah,mesti smpi dy ttido...dy da tido,sy pon..pegi la masuk tido~

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Tanpa ku sedari..
Masa kian berlalu..
Meninggalkan diriku..
Juga kenanganku bersamamu...

Tergapai aku mencari-cari..
Dirimu yang tak mungkin aku temui lagi..
Engkau yang aku cari itu..
Rupanya hanya di kalbu..
Cuma aku yang buta menelah dirimu... 

Bukalah mata,
Bukalah minda,
Bukalah hati....
Yang pasti,
Dirimu yang daku cari...
Masih kekal di sini..di hati. 
:)


*Hari-hari tanpa cinta*

Sunday 12 June 2011

Lazayhhh

♫ The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars
ツ Lazy


Lazy doesn't mean you don't do things.
  
*don't tell me to do anything*


We do something right?At least... =P

1. Taking morning bath not.
2. Eating not.
3. Pick up phone, sms, or even charging not.
4. Going out nahhh...
5. Watching video clips at midnight.
6. Cuddling ourselves in cosy comforter.
7. Updating blog. depends on what story.
8. Facebook, tweet, or chatting. depends on who you are.
9. Day and night dreaming.
10. DO nothing. 

=)


Sunday 5 June 2011

The letter 'P'

♫ Price Tag - Maddie Jane (Jessie J)
ツ Chillax

Am I the only one getting tired?These past few days had quite challenged me.Well,maybe due to shiver fever..nahhh~The room was so messy with my stuffs from college.ufff..But.....ehem,talk about it later.

Yesterday was King's official birthday. Me,my sis,my bro and of course mum and dad went to Dataran Merdeka since 7 a.m to celebrate our State Sultan which is also our DYMM Agong. I was so amazed by the formation, marching and everything performed on that Saturday morning. One word, SUPERB! I love armies.errr... I mean, the educated and smart one. :) Never a minute I had my eyes sat on other thing except the events. *Oh well, the place was full with weapon-handed armies though!* A reporter approached us asking why would young KIDS *I'm still a kid* like us attended that event? Guess why? ¬('-')¬

*accompanied by a handsome MAN,who wouldn't want to go?*

Everything went well except at the evening. I was tired. I didn't do much work but don't know why I'm tired. I thought of many things. One person (****) became super tensioning, rushing and pushing!! I was tension as well so I kept silence as for me...
"Silence is the girl's loudest heart cry out.."

One thing for sure. Mama, you are such a bless! :)

Freaking tired and tense. I started to clean my super massive messy room. Great! but so many things in front of my eyes.Meowww!!!!grrr... I end up took a break with Honey star cereal and milk while watching video clips at 1a.m. Niceee!!  I slept for 2 hours at 4.45a.m coz need to wake my Mama up to catch her flight back to hometown. And today, I drove the car for the 1st time as BIG LICENSE driver early in the morning. yiihaaa.. XD

Now I am so happy!!! I'm done with cleaning my room..yeay yeay.. Found many memoirs things and safely kept in 2 big boxes..Hurm.. Like seriously, I need a big room to keep the presents and all the memorable stuffs. *Ala-ala museum*
Tomorrow going to start my journey to Singapore. Wheeee...yabedabedu! (^^.)/ Chillax tonyte..

"Semoga hari esok menjadi lebih baik dari semalam"

But...sigh, gonna miss my Seth Tan and Nora Elena.. -.-'' Take care darlingss! Hello lion cheating country~


:(  I hate Perengus, Penerjah, Peng 'rush', Pemarah, Peng 'order', Penengking. (5P)
:)  I love Pendiam, Penyabar, Penyayang, Pemaham, Peng 'gentle'. (5P)
:| Can't be patient all the time. but, try. :)




















Thursday 2 June 2011

Hot

♫ Jar Of Hearts - Christina Perri
ツ Unstable overheating




WHEN FEVER ATTACKS! 

Last year.
I was happy playing games.
There a monster came.
Ruined my happiness.

This year.
I was happy playing games.
There another monster came.
Ruined my happiness.

Now you want me one more time.
Who do you think you are?
Easy come, easy go?
Sorry dear monsters.

Don't come back for me.
I am not easy to get and easy to let go.
You and your jar of hearts,
Hell with your selfishness!


*wuvyu,15143*